HAPPY WHEN I'M WITH YOU

Hi there.. It's been a week being together with ya.. I'm happy and thanks God that I meet you in life.. You bring me the happiness, joy, that I wanting for in life.. The love that I go after for in the past, hurt me alot.. But since you came in my life, I had forgotten about the hurt that is in me, and began to start a new life.. I tried my best to be the good girl you wanted.. I tried my best to not disappoint you in life.. But all those, I keep breaking my promise.. Your too good for me, that I take it for granted sometimes.. I don't think that I would find another person as you in life.. I'm sorry for all those stuff that I make, disappointed you.. I didn't meant it that way, and I didn't know that you would hurt..

But no matter what, I respect you decisions.. I got no words to say anymore, it all my fault.. I'm not suitable for the love that you gave, you can find even a better girl in life, that will be better than me.. I will always wish you the best in life.. God bless you always and be with you always.. Take good care of yourself.. You don't need to worried about me, I guess,  you will not even worried about me anymore.. You treat me like this, I know I deserve it.. I'm a bad girl.. Thanks for the care all this while..

FOr YOu..

Huh.. It's been a tiring week, working, hanging out with frens.. But most of all, I'm happy to be me.. But... Sometimes it's really tiring to stay alive.. It's tiring to think so much.. Why can't just happiness stay forever? Day passes by fast, time passes by fast.. There's still much things to learned in life.. But, how I wish I could learn to be strong.. I don't wanna be emotional too much.. I don't wanna think to much.. Now I know, being a child, is a wonderful thing in life.. No stress no nothing, just play and happy always.. If I had been given the chance to go back to being a child, should I just say yes? But guess, your wrong, I'll not say NO, Because, if I do say yes, maybe there won't be any chances that we will meet in life.. Meeting you in life, its a great thing, Cause if it wasn’t for you, I wouldn't learn to forget and let go the past and learn how it feels to get a brand new start.. I wanna thank you for that.. Everything I knew about love, I learned from you.. You show me what's love really is about... But the most important thing you ever gave me was the love I always wanted.. You care for me, show me your love, but just I'm sorry for disappointing you with my naughtiness sometimes.. But please don't ever revenge it back to me as I do.. But no matter what, do as you like, it's your free will.. Just promise me baby you’ll be here, through it all.. Thank you for teaching me the love.. Cause if it wasn’t for you, I wouldn’t be here With the love of my life, You.. I finally understood what true love meant.. Love meant that you care for another person's happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be..

REUNION DINNER

hELLO!! Yea.. It's Chinese New Year Eve today.. Soon gonna eat dinner together with family le.. Happy ah.. hehe.. Anyway, Wish You all Happy Chinese New Year Eve =) Wish You all Happy always, May this year be a new begin, new life, to all.. It's goona be a great year =) Reunion dinner is not just a dinner only, but its the heart, the willingness to spend time with family.. Eating together, sharing the joy, happiness together.. Its only 1 year 1 time.. So please fellow friends, spend your time willingly with your families... Last time I always thought that friends will always be there for us whenever we needed help.. But then, now, I realise, ya, friends will be there for us, but still family gives the best results overall..

Love You all always.. hmmmmm, everything seems to be changed day by day... I began to realise, I keep on holding onto something that seems are meant not to be for each other and without realizing that a door has already open up for me, waiting for me.. There my happiness will be, but thanks God, He had open my eyes to see the things that is for me, my happiness is there waiting for me.. Yea.... But most of all, I've got  a family that is loving.. Always be there for me.. Reunion dinner is what I've been waiting every year.. Looking forward for it .. Anyway, take care everyone.. xD..