Well... Everything has already ended.. By this choice that we had made, I hope, this can bring happiness to the both of us.. They won't be any arguing le.. You go your way, I go my way, but hope we still friends.. Take good care of yourself ya.. I'll be okay here too =) hmmm, after all, I don't regret being with you.. Happy that I meet ya in life.. MY life back to the same old me.. Free to do anything I want.. xD.. BUt, something changed, that is the way I think.. No longer the old thoughts anymore.. Hmmmm, guess thats a good news for me.. hehe.. It's time to grow up, cannot be childish le.. hehe.. Need to be mature le.. hehe.. xD.. This days one day out, one day no out.. haha.. Abit tired loh always out.. At home also good, can rest more =) All my friends, now get back in touch le.. hehe... xD.. Long time no chat with them, long time no see them le.. xD.. Yea, tomorrow Lydia, My best friend coming back from Australia.. Gonna pick her tomorrow.. teheess.. xD.. So excited.. CAn't wait to meet her soon =)
We may not be the best of what we are, We may not talk often, But I just want you to know that, No matter how difficult things can be... In the long run You will still have me..
Monday, June 27, 2011
Sunday, June 12, 2011
WHAT I FELT FOR YOU
I wanna hold your hands and walk together for the rest of my life.. My life is so beautiful because of you.. Hug me for my worries to die, my tears to dry, and my loneliness to fly.. It hurts me to know how I sometimes can be selfish, when it comes to you.. I miss you every moment of the day.. I kept myself awake just to listen to you, just to talk to you.. I kept myself empty just for you to fill in.. I misses you so much hubby... The things that happen has already been a past.. I will try my best to be the best for you.. This time I'm not gonna say sorry, I will say I love you hubby, and I will not be naughty, will not make hubby moody again.. And I also hope that hubby don't apologize too next time... =) I just want us to stay happy always.. I know every single thing I do will cause you to think much.. When its good thing happen, you will be so happy, and I love seeing you happy, but when its something you don't like, you will just kept quite and get moody, thinking alot by yourself.. I don't want you to be like that.. If there is something that you don't like me to do, please tell me, I don't want you to keep it to yourself, and get moody.. Seeing you moody, doesn't makes me happy, but makes me think alot and moody too... So hubby, if there is anything, just tell me.. Together find ways to solved it.. okay? Aiks.. Don't say this le.. XD.. This days I'm really happy.. I realize you had change your temper, and I'm proud of you.. You no longer get mad at me easily le.. When I make you moody, you still care about me, and forget about the moody stuff... But hubby, I didnt mean to make you moody.. =( I love you hubby.. This days I always hear you say tired, ting dao xing dou hen tong.. Baby sayang hubby ya.. Hubby must rest well ya.. Don't get yourself too tired.. Remember to drink more water too ya.. Hugs...
Sunday, June 5, 2011
HAPPY DAY [4TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY]
It's Sunday.. XD.. Went to church this morning.. Then dapao KFC and eat at home.. So full... LAlalalala~ Hmmm, last night, we're back together le.. hehe.. Happy, happy!! =) Since we broke up, I didn't slept well, no mood to eat.. NOw, it's all fine le.. Hehe.. Today is our 4th Months together.. Yeah!!! Happy 4months anniversary, Hubby.. Teheess... I love you hubby.. Proud to be with you... Hmmm, hubby seems weird today, look like something happen.. Sigh~ Aahhhh, don't think too much la.. Maybe I'm the one thinking too much.. Hubby told me his busy, but I just thinks alot.. En la, I don't think too much like hubby says.. I will guai guai de, hubby too ya.. xD.. Hubby, weather is hot outside, remember to drink more water ya.. Hughug... Mwarhs..
Hmmmm, its been few days staying at home le, though its few days, but for me, I break record not to go out le.. hehe.. Resting at home also not bad after all =) Its friday, saturday and sunday, I should be going out play, but no loh.. Listen to hubby, guai guai de.. hehe.. This days slept early too loh.. So energetic each day, not tiring.. Hehe.. This days at home, I also can hear laughing, happy sound.. Yea, our family relationship getting better, aren't like before le, always will hear tiok quarreling noises around.. Now no more le lur.. Bad stuff, out you go!! Happy stuff, you're invited.. teheesss... xD.. Yeapi.. yeapi...
Saturday, June 4, 2011
给我一个理由忘记...
My heart hurts!!! WHy can it be?? How can it be?? I've tried so hard, I've tried my best to let you go, to forget the pain in the heart.. I have tired!! I have tried!! It has been 2days that I stay strong, I didn't cry, I didn't get myself moody, I still manage to put the smile on my face, but I failed today.. Tears began to fall, I began to lock myself in the room now.. Being alone here, no way to turn.. What should I do? After all, I've tried to maintain this relationship, but still end up being a lonely girl here.. But anyway, thanks so much for this few months relationship, and I'll will not forget you.. I WILL NOT FORGET YOU!! I can't find any reason to forget you.. My heart hurt, so as my head.. If it isn't because of the word you have said just now, guess we still being a close friends, I won't end up like this.. I still can remember the promises we made in the past, that we will always be happy, that we gonna be together forever, no matter what happen, we will stand together to solve it, but now, everything has gone.. What is left of us just pics, memories and an empty heart of mine.. I miss you.. I just doesn't know how to explain the feelings for you, I love you, I wanna be with you till forever, and I want you to care about me, I want you to love me till forever too, but I can't be that selfish, I don't want you to get hurt, I don't want you to suffer, I just want to see you smile, promise me you would smile forever, k? Because I just love the way you smile.. I'm not a perfect girl, but I've tried.. Take good care of yourself.. I will always love you.. What hurts the most is that, I've let you go, but the image of you still in my mind, your presence are still in my heart.. Wo yi jing hen yong gan le rang ni zou, zhi yao ni kai xing wo jiu hui kai xing, dan wei shen me, wo xing hai jue de hao tong??
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