MY DAY :))

Thursday today... It's been a very busy day this days, especially today.. Alot customers, and Thanks God for that.. Very very tiring.. Now resting lo :( haha.. Hmmmm, got some new pictures to upload here.. I barely got the time to do it, but I'm free now :)) Uploading soon..

ON THE WAY TO HOT SPRING

WIIEEEE!!! HERE I AM :))

HAHAHA :)) HAPPY MOMENTS TOGETHER

SOAKING IN THE WATER :))

This pics were taken last week, when we were having a trip to Annah Rais Hot Spring.. It was a awesome trip!! hehe... Having alot fun there, with My Boy, bro, sis and friends :)) That was my second time been there.. The first time were with some other friends, but I didn't really manage to soak myself in the water.. haha... But yeah!! I did, on the second time.. XD.. hmmm, guess that's all for last week :)) Welll, talking back about today, I'm very happy today :)) Dear dear bought MCD for me, but not only me, but for mummy and workers too.. He dapao to shop for us to eat... But very kolian him lo, line up very long, bcoz of the "buka puasa".. If I know like that, then will ask him no need to buy lo, but he didn't say >.< Anyway, I really appreciate what he did, who else will do so?? BArely got lo :)) Oh well, got to go to bed soon.. Tiring day, but I'm happy with it :)) Goodnight..

I'M HAPPY FOR WHO I AM :))

Time passes, day passes, years passes, here I am today, turning 21 already.. Birthday just pass a week ago.. Just a small snap, and I'm 21.. I still can remember very clearly on my 20th birthday, it's just like it just pass, but I'm no longer 20 but 21.. As we grow older each day, things begin to change, the environment changed... The people we meet, people that we usually hang around, are all changed.. Everyone has a different mindset, walk a different life, but still I'm happy that we still set some time to meet up.. 21 years living in this world, I've learned a lot and fall a lot, but still will stand up and walk.. I still remember when I was young, I always felt that I was never been loved, all the loved and care is on my siblings.. Although I always receive great things in my life but I was never happy of it, I receive those great things is just because I score good in my results.. In my mind, I'm always the one treated unfairly, being abandon.. I always wanted to find the answer of it, why I'm treated unfairly.. Never do I found the answer, but after that I gave up on searching for the answer and became a little rebellious then, just to get attention.. But as I grew older, I get more frustrated with my life, I'm sick of everything, sick of what I've become.. I've got no choice, no where to turn anymore, I humble myself down, turn back to seek God for help.. I'm once a back slider but never now.. God never gave up on me, HE set a way for me.. At last, I went for The School Of Theology to seek further knowledge and to drew closer to God The Father.. I donno whether it is a right choice or not, but I put my trust in HIM that my life would be change and hoping for miracles to work in my life.. And YES!! Miracles do happen.. I felt the real me, the rebellious kid has left me :)) I felt very peaceful, very happy.. And then, after been through many years, many hard times, I found the answer that I always wanted since young, I was never been treated unfairly, but is that they trust on me that I can do everything myself, that I will not make them worry.. Every tough times in life has makes a stronger me.. Here I am today.. I've got everything, there's nothing much more to asked, and I'm grateful for who I am today, thanks God for guiding me along my life all this years, if it's isn't because of HIM, I wouldn't have today, I wouldn't enjoy the beauty of life that I have now.. HIS always the best :))

ANOTHER NEW DAY

It's been a long long while that I'm out from here.. Now, here am I.. Hmmmm, bet no ones know what I feel now.. It's just Me and God The Father knows..Maybe it's me that think so much, asking too much, or maybe it's true?? I'm complicated, frustrated, don't feel good.. huhhhh... What a tiring day.. Sigh!!~ It's been 3 months plus together.. In the first place, it went well!! Completely perfect!! Now?? It's still perfect, he treated me well, gave me what I want, but I just don't feel the goodness anymore.. Why?? But his care, his notice towards me, it's not that serious anymore... I don't feel the same way as before, when we just get together.. Zzzzzzz.. Never mind, all I have to do, is just be strong, be patient and wait fro changes.. I believe everything happens for a reason, although I don't understands it, but I believe, I'll be okay!! Cheer :))

NEW BEGINNING

Happy New Year Friends!! I'm back here once again :D Time really passes by very fast, just a blink from the eye, and that's it, bye bye 2011, Welcome 2012 now.. XD.. Been through bad times, good times, sad times, happy times, and oh yes, I'm still standing, Thanks God for it!! I'm glad to be me.. Sometimes, things that I never even had think before, would happen, would occur in my life, and makes my life brilliant, makes me smile as if I never smile before.. And I love it!! I did learn too, never underestimate a little thing, because sometimes, it's just because that small little thing, makes a big different in life.. hmmm, I've a Great News :D Meet My Life Hero, He makes Me laugh, Makes ME smile, Makes me feel wonderful, makes me feel like I'm the luckiest girl in the world!! I'm glad that I meet him, and Really Big Thanks To God for letting us meet together.. When I'm with him, I just feel free, I just feel "yea" at last I don't need to be the one I'm not, I'm just me.. And yet He still loves me for who I am, And I'm Proud of him!! :D Sometimes I get mad just that sudden, and I blew out at him, but he never did scold me, or ignore me, but yet, he comfort me and never ever did stop trying until I'm happy back.. I never meet a guy like him, I really felt grateful and wonderful for it.. hhahahhahaha... Oh welll, continue my story some other day :D