Time passes, day passes, years passes, here I am today, turning 21 already.. Birthday just pass a week ago.. Just a small snap, and I'm 21.. I still can remember very clearly on my 20th birthday, it's just like it just pass, but I'm no longer 20 but 21.. As we grow older each day, things begin to change, the environment changed... The people we meet, people that we usually hang around, are all changed.. Everyone has a different mindset, walk a different life, but still I'm happy that we still set some time to meet up.. 21 years living in this world, I've learned a lot and fall a lot, but still will stand up and walk.. I still remember when I was young, I always felt that I was never been loved, all the loved and care is on my siblings.. Although I always receive great things in my life but I was never happy of it, I receive those great things is just because I score good in my results.. In my mind, I'm always the one treated unfairly, being abandon.. I always wanted to find the answer of it, why I'm treated unfairly.. Never do I found the answer, but after that I gave up on searching for the answer and became a little rebellious then, just to get attention.. But as I grew older, I get more frustrated with my life, I'm sick of everything, sick of what I've become.. I've got no choice, no where to turn anymore, I humble myself down, turn back to seek God for help.. I'm once a back slider but never now.. God never gave up on me, HE set a way for me.. At last, I went for The School Of Theology to seek further knowledge and to drew closer to God The Father.. I donno whether it is a right choice or not, but I put my trust in HIM that my life would be change and hoping for miracles to work in my life.. And YES!! Miracles do happen.. I felt the real me, the rebellious kid has left me :)) I felt very peaceful, very happy.. And then, after been through many years, many hard times, I found the answer that I always wanted since young, I was never been treated unfairly, but is that they trust on me that I can do everything myself, that I will not make them worry.. Every tough times in life has makes a stronger me.. Here I am today.. I've got everything, there's nothing much more to asked, and I'm grateful for who I am today, thanks God for guiding me along my life all this years, if it's isn't because of HIM, I wouldn't have today, I wouldn't enjoy the beauty of life that I have now.. HIS always the best :))
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