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Monday, April 25, 2011

BE MY NUMBER ONE ♥

Me, plus you.. I'm gonna tell you one more time, it's me and you.. When I met you, my heart when knock knock.. Now them butterflies in my stomach won't stop.. And now even though it's a struggle love is all we got, and we still gonna keep keep climbing to the mountain top.. Your world is my world, and my fight is your fight, my breath is your breath, and your heart, your my one love, my one heart.. I may be your one girl, but your my number1 guy... You makes me happy.. And now I know where I really wanna be, right by your side, cause your the one.. You've got everything I needed, so I'm gonna tell you one more time, it's you and me forever.. I love you for what you had made in me when I'm with you, I'm glad that I meet you in life.. FOrever I will thank God for letting us to meet, to be together... I want to spend my forever, my future with you.. I love the way you are now, you don't believe me that I really do care about you, it's okay, because I just like spending my whole life to prove it to you, and I'm glad I can do that.. As long I can be with you, nothing much more I wanted.. I'm glad that we can spend this few days together, you came back just to see me, and I didn't plan everything well, and makes you disappointed in me.. I'm sorry.. BUt I really wanna tell you, no matter how, or what I've done wrong, I just wanna say that I do really happy when I can meet with you, I do care about you, I do care about your existence, I do hope I can see you everyday.. SOrry that my brain is small, that I didn't think far, didn't think about your feelings sometimes, I'm praying hard that God gives me more knowledge, more wisdom, that I can think wider, and think better.. I love you my sweet hubby

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

ALL I WANT IS JUST YOU

I don't know what, or how can I say, or explain to you, how much you really meant to me, how much I really care about you.. No matter how I explain, you still keep on your own thinking.. I don't blame you on anything, me myself sometimes did wrong too.. I just really hope you do understand how much you meant to me, I really mean it.. I say I miss you, and it's true!! I know that 3 words, often been said by others, spoken out from their mouth, but I say that 3 words is really from my heart and its not just a simple, or simply words, its true from the heart.. I do wish, I can meet you everyday, but I know for now, it couldn't happen, but I'll wait.. I just hope you don't think too much.. Don't think the negative way, but on the positive side..  I won't do anything things that's sorry to you.. I say I love you, it's true, it's also not a simple, or a simply word, I really meant it.. Do you understand?? Everyone knows that distance relationship is not easy, but why do I wanted it?? Why do I wanna continue it?? Because I'm happy when I'm with you, I felt secure, and it's not because I'm happy because I'm in relationship, but I'm happy is because the person I'm in relationship with, is YOU.. We can make it, as long as we trust that we will last forever, and it will.. Miracles always happen to those who believe, and I believe it.. Trust in Lord with all your heart, all your strength and all your might.. I believe Miracles with happen in us..

Saturday, April 16, 2011

TIRING DAY.. BUT HAVING FUN

Yerrrr... I'm addicted to that song by Justin Bieber - Never say never.. WOots.. SO damn nice.. xD... Anyway, hehe.. Back to Damai again today.. This time we went to Damai Puri.. xD.. At last, went to swim in the beach.. It's a cooling day, yea, no sun.. But so unfortunate, in the afternoon the sun come out le, walao, tiok sun burn on the face.. Eeee... Red until now.. Luckily not that pain le.. hehe.. xD.. Hmmmm, missing hubby so much today, hope his with me at the beach playing.. hehe.. Walao.. Now at home, leg so pain, tired loh.. But at least having fun with friends.. xD.. Lalalaalaaalaa...xD.. I was planning to sleep early tonight, but miss hubby till go edit pic ki.. haha.. Told him, I was going to sleep, but oopsss ^^ NO sleep.. hehe.. Edit pics =)

 Miss Hubby Lor...

Hubby Like MA? hehe.. xD

hmmm, kay, I'm done le, can talk to hubby on phone liao.. xD.. I wish hubby is here now, I want hug hug.. xD.. Aiyo, I think my leg muscles cramp loh, so pain bah, lying down on bed also pain.. Ishhh.... Hubby help me massage mo.. hehe.. NOlar, don't bully hubby... lalalalalala~ I think rest le jiu okay le next day.. xD.. This morning wake up so early, really so sot.. haha.. But bo pian, want go Damai play.. Eeee... Hubby why next week then back? If this week, sure play dao ki xiao.. hahass... En, la, talk to hubby jiu sleep le.. hehe.. xD.. Mwarhs.. Goodnight..

Friday, April 15, 2011

OH.. HAPPY DAY... HAPPY DAY =)

Wieeeee.... Happy day... hehe.. Today first day, first time flip flops carnival happen in Kuching.. Hot Air Balloon!! I wanna have a ride in it!! hehe... Went to damai becah just now, just walking on the beach, seeing the view only.. THen back to Kuching le.. Tomorrow morning back to that place again with friends, then have a swim at the beach le.. hehe... Tomorrow I wanna go to the carnival, tonight can't, too tired.. Aiks.. Hmmm, I hope my hubby was here.. Can go together with him.. Eeee... I miss you hubby!!! CAn you hear me??? I really miss you so much!!! I hope you can stay by my side till forever ... But I know hubby next week coming back le.. 6 more days.. hope time pass fast, so I can meet you soon.. But when your with me together, I hope  time goes by slow... hehe... Eeee... selfish de me, but I miss you so much... Mwarhs... hehe... Hmmmm, waiting hubby back home, wanna talk to hubby... xD.. I really can't wait to meet hubby.. Hump >.< There is so much things I wanna do together with hubby.. Go eat ice cream together, go watch movie together, go shopping together, go sing k together, most of all drink cola together  ... teheess... Hubby fast fast back liao.. Miss you so much chin.. Hubby miss me ma? I help hubby answer, of course yes!! hehehe... xD.. I no need help hubby answer, I already know hubby will miss me.. lalallalala ^^ Hubby... Hubby... hubby 


Mwarhs

Hubbyy... hubby... Sweet ma? hehe.. I found the pic on9 geh.. I see very sweet, so unloaded it.. It's for you.. teheess... Miss you ah.. 

Sunday, April 10, 2011

WHAT SHOULD I DO??


What should I do next? I've already tried my very best, but still I've failed.. Izit all the things that I had done,doesn't prove that I really loved you?? You told me before, that if anything I asked, you say No, don't asked you why, because you sure got a reason why you say no.. But just now I'm just asking whether I can go club or not, you just have to tell me no or yes, that's all.. I didn't asked you to give me anything, just wanna a true answer from you.. Yet you get moody with me.. What's wrong telling me the true answer??? I already say I won't get mad, or think much, as long as you gave me the true answer.. But you never did.. Should I be disappointed in you? I already listen to you, cut down hanging out on midnight, cut down going out often.. By that I wanna prove that not only you listen to me, I also listen to what you say, because I love you.. But guess you still never get what my feelings are for you.. Everytime I think about you my tears would fall out, Everytime I start missing you, tears will just fall.. Seeing pairs outside together happily, ya, I admit, I envy, But I always keep reminding myself to wait for you, no matter how hard it is, I still wanna wait.. Why I wanna wait if I don't love you?? I bet you are sleeping right now.. You promise not to let my tears fall, but it kept on running down from my eyes.. I can't stop it, I don't know why.. I trusted you, I put so much hopes on you that you will take good care of me, will treat me good, will comfort me, but I just don't understand is that, ya, you care for me, treat me good, comfort me, but why still tears running down??? I wouldn't wanna sleep tonight.. Not in a mood to sleep.. But I will pray that you sleep well, rest well.. Goodnight Hubby.. I love you..

Friday, April 8, 2011

I MISS YOU

hUbby... We just didn't get to talk for a night, and I begin to miss you so much... Last night I was just hoping you to call me, even though I said that I'm okay.. I just don't want you to spend your telephone bills over limit again and again.. I know you said that it's ok.. You said that you do that because you love me.. But I can't be that selfish too.. I need to think about you too.. And I love you, so, I sacrifice not to talk to you so long on the phone, not because I don't want too.. I want to talk to you, I miss you so much, but I just can't be that selfish.. I know this days you kept saying that I'm weird but, I hope you understand why I do so.. I doesn't know how to explain it to you.. Everytime I wanna explain it, I just make everything ruin... I'm sorry... 


Sometimes tears just fall out in a sudden, I don't know why.. It's not because I'm sad or what, but I guess maybe it's because I'm thinking about you, I miss you!!  Often there are words I really wanna say to you, but I just couldn't open my mouth to say, I just don't want you to worried, and I don't want to broke down in tears when I said that.. But I just wanna it out now.. There is nothing more special to me in this world than having you by my side always and I MISS YOU SO MUCH.. But I really looking forward to meet you. soon.. You promise me that you will come back end of this month, please don't break your promise.. I'm waiting.. 

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

AM I WEIRD TODAY? IF YES, SORRY..

Time passes.. Days passes.. Weeks passes.. Everything's different each day.. I'm trying my very best to work this relationship out.. Whatever you don't like, I try my very best not to do it.... Problems that we had, I try my very best to fix it.. Seeing you happy, then anything is okay for me.. I just wander why it's had to make ourselves feeling right?? I wanted to be happy.. I wanted Him to be happy too.. But How?? Sometimes, I just can't control my feeling and burst in flame.. I'm sorry.. But now, I really admit, I'm feeling abit down.. Not feeling good.. Moody.. I don't know why.. Don't asked me why.. How I wish, when I'm in silently, you can just understand what I'm thinking.. Now, I din't know what I'm thinking, what to do next.. I just want everything to go smoothly.. Huh!! Silly me, there no such things in this world that could stay smoothly forever.. But, I'm willing to go through everything with you.. Sorry if you feel that I'm feeling weird today, I didn't notice it.. I'm just kinda busy today.. But you said that I'm weird.. I'm thinking the whole day, what makes you think that I'm weird? Haih... Nevermind.. Guess I just take my rest early today.. You told me to talk tonight, but it seems you cant.. Its okay, have fun ya.. Take care.. I'll be okay by tomorrow.. I Love YOu.. HUh.. Stupid feelings make me down.. I wanted to asked you go home now, talk to me on phone, but I can't be that selfish!! You needed entertainment in your life.. Can't always just stayed at home.. You got your own freedom too, you gave me my mine, I should not kept yours away from you.. I just wanted you to be happy.. I can't sleep.. I don't wanna bother you, I wanted you to have fun there.. It's okay for me to be alone here once in a while.. xD.. Don't need to worried, I'm okay.. TEars falling, I wander why?? I don't know.. I just know that I miss you.. When I first saw you, I saw love.. When the first time you touched me, I felt love.. And after all this time, you're still the one I love..  I don't feel like continue writing now.. I don't want tears kept falling for no reason..