Time passes.. Days passes.. Weeks passes.. Everything's different each day.. I'm trying my very best to work this relationship out.. Whatever you don't like, I try my very best not to do it.... Problems that we had, I try my very best to fix it.. Seeing you happy, then anything is okay for me.. I just wander why it's had to make ourselves feeling right?? I wanted to be happy.. I wanted Him to be happy too.. But How?? Sometimes, I just can't control my feeling and burst in flame.. I'm sorry.. But now, I really admit, I'm feeling abit down.. Not feeling good.. Moody.. I don't know why.. Don't asked me why.. How I wish, when I'm in silently, you can just understand what I'm thinking.. Now, I din't know what I'm thinking, what to do next.. I just want everything to go smoothly.. Huh!! Silly me, there no such things in this world that could stay smoothly forever.. But, I'm willing to go through everything with you.. Sorry if you feel that I'm feeling weird today, I didn't notice it.. I'm just kinda busy today.. But you said that I'm weird.. I'm thinking the whole day, what makes you think that I'm weird? Haih... Nevermind.. Guess I just take my rest early today.. You told me to talk tonight, but it seems you cant.. Its okay, have fun ya.. Take care.. I'll be okay by tomorrow.. I Love YOu.. HUh.. Stupid feelings make me down.. I wanted to asked you go home now, talk to me on phone, but I can't be that selfish!! You needed entertainment in your life.. Can't always just stayed at home.. You got your own freedom too, you gave me my mine, I should not kept yours away from you.. I just wanted you to be happy.. I can't sleep.. I don't wanna bother you, I wanted you to have fun there.. It's okay for me to be alone here once in a while.. xD.. Don't need to worried, I'm okay.. TEars falling, I wander why?? I don't know.. I just know that I miss you.. When I first saw you, I saw love.. When the first time you touched me, I felt love.. And after all this time, you're still the one I love.. I don't feel like continue writing now.. I don't want tears kept falling for no reason..
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