hUbby... We just didn't get to talk for a night, and I begin to miss you so much... Last night I was just hoping you to call me, even though I said that I'm okay.. I just don't want you to spend your telephone bills over limit again and again.. I know you said that it's ok.. You said that you do that because you love me.. But I can't be that selfish too.. I need to think about you too.. And I love you, so, I sacrifice not to talk to you so long on the phone, not because I don't want too.. I want to talk to you, I miss you so much, but I just can't be that selfish.. I know this days you kept saying that I'm weird but, I hope you understand why I do so.. I doesn't know how to explain it to you.. Everytime I wanna explain it, I just make everything ruin... I'm sorry...
Sometimes tears just fall out in a sudden, I don't know why.. It's not because I'm sad or what, but I guess maybe it's because I'm thinking about you, I miss you!! Often there are words I really wanna say to you, but I just couldn't open my mouth to say, I just don't want you to worried, and I don't want to broke down in tears when I said that.. But I just wanna it out now.. There is nothing more special to me in this world than having you by my side always and I MISS YOU SO MUCH.. But I really looking forward to meet you. soon.. You promise me that you will come back end of this month, please don't break your promise.. I'm waiting..
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