What should I do next? I've already tried my very best, but still I've failed.. Izit all the things that I had done,doesn't prove that I really loved you?? You told me before, that if anything I asked, you say No, don't asked you why, because you sure got a reason why you say no.. But just now I'm just asking whether I can go club or not, you just have to tell me no or yes, that's all.. I didn't asked you to give me anything, just wanna a true answer from you.. Yet you get moody with me.. What's wrong telling me the true answer??? I already say I won't get mad, or think much, as long as you gave me the true answer.. But you never did.. Should I be disappointed in you? I already listen to you, cut down hanging out on midnight, cut down going out often.. By that I wanna prove that not only you listen to me, I also listen to what you say, because I love you.. But guess you still never get what my feelings are for you.. Everytime I think about you my tears would fall out, Everytime I start missing you, tears will just fall.. Seeing pairs outside together happily, ya, I admit, I envy, But I always keep reminding myself to wait for you, no matter how hard it is, I still wanna wait.. Why I wanna wait if I don't love you?? I bet you are sleeping right now.. You promise not to let my tears fall, but it kept on running down from my eyes.. I can't stop it, I don't know why.. I trusted you, I put so much hopes on you that you will take good care of me, will treat me good, will comfort me, but I just don't understand is that, ya, you care for me, treat me good, comfort me, but why still tears running down??? I wouldn't wanna sleep tonight.. Not in a mood to sleep.. But I will pray that you sleep well, rest well.. Goodnight Hubby.. I love you..
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