It's been a long long while that I'm out from here.. Now, here am I.. Hmmmm, bet no ones know what I feel now.. It's just Me and God The Father knows..Maybe it's me that think so much, asking too much, or maybe it's true?? I'm complicated, frustrated, don't feel good.. huhhhh... What a tiring day.. Sigh!!~ It's been 3 months plus together.. In the first place, it went well!! Completely perfect!! Now?? It's still perfect, he treated me well, gave me what I want, but I just don't feel the goodness anymore.. Why?? But his care, his notice towards me, it's not that serious anymore... I don't feel the same way as before, when we just get together.. Zzzzzzz.. Never mind, all I have to do, is just be strong, be patient and wait fro changes.. I believe everything happens for a reason, although I don't understands it, but I believe, I'll be okay!! Cheer :))
