HUh.. Tiring day.. My body still feel injured, because pass two days I went to play badminton with friends.. But have fun too.. Hmmm, I miss my hubby, hope his there too, playing with me, but he promise when his back he will play together with me o.. hehe.. I miss you very much, I want your hug now =( Hmmm, though your far away, but I still wanna thanks God that we can go through each day without seeing or meeting each other and still can stay till now.. xD.. I hope this love last forever.. I just want us to be happy always, together always, time passes fast, we will meet again soon, will be together soon.. Hmmm, hubby ah, I'm thinking of going travelling, want go ma? hahass.. Bored ah in Kuching.. xD.. Lalalalalala~ I sometimes just wander, I do really hope you can understand how much I love you.. All the argue, quarreling, all these it doesn't mean I don't love you, maybe it's just another step closer to get to know you more, know how you feel.. Sometimes things do happen again and again, and I really felt sorry.. I felt tired, angry, why these all things kept happening, and I know your disappointed, sad, hurt.. I'm sorry hubby.. What can I do to repair all the hurt, sad feelings I gave to you? How can I do to improve our relationship and make it better? Please, do trust me, I Love You.. I know my trust in you, getting lesser.. I want to earn back that trust in you.. I love you hubby..
Hmmm, this days something happen, it upset me when I see my didi sad.. I just can't bare to see him like that, hope I can cheer him up, but I just don't know how.. He and his gf got into some problem, and it seems like the final decision is that the gf wanna break up.. I know many people will think that it's just a simple relationship, but to me, I don't think so.. They are having a distance relationship.. My didi is a strong guy, I never saw his that upset before, so when I saw him like that, I know he truly love her.. He told me before, that maybe she's gonna be his last, and forever.. But unfortunately, The gf says, the daddy doesn't allow her to have a relationship because she's still studying, and because of that, she stress alot.. And felt wanna break.. But to me, its not a good excuse to break up.. If you truly love a person, you either will asked him to wait for you or find ways to solved the problems, and not breaking up... ANd didi did says his willing to wait, no matter how long, but why do you have to just makes him upset??!! But no matter what, I'll always be there if he needs me.. But I just wanna to give him a word, 如果你爱得有点累了请别难为自己.. I hope he will be fine soon.. Is the lost happiness more beautiful than the bravery of letting go?? Please, I do hope you will find back your happiness soon..
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