CRAZY + FUN :)

Woots... Hihi blog :) I'm back again.. Teheess... It's SUNDAY!! At home resting.. hmmm, 3weeks more to go, and KL, here I come.. Yiepiii!!! hehe... Gonna be fun in KL soon, meeting up my buddies, friends, yeshhh!! XD.. WOahh, having fun everyday loh, but sometimes there are bad times too loh :( It's okay la, life is made up off those things what.. NOt a big deal.. hehe.. This days abit sot Clubbing la.. haha.. Every friday or saturday du go club with friends..

hahaha... Pics of memories together at Pavillion ah!! wakakakaka... XD... All clubbing kaki lai de loh... lalalalala~ Huh, ho la.. MAi say clubbing le la.. Say other stuff... XD.. WHat should I do now? Bored.. Watch movie? Nah, very sien... XD.. hmmm, btw, I was thinking to go KL working lo, now finding a suitable job to work in KL lo.. I want to be a useful person :) Stay here in KUching, I felt that I cant improved myself if I continue staying here lo... Aiks.. God bless me in finding a suitable job soon in KL, Amen :) Anyway, bless me in finding a suitable partner in the future too :) This days something happen, makes me very very hate guys that is a liar!! SIgh~ I wish to forget everythings that makes me moody, makes me feel bad... Wo zhi yao KUAI LE JIU GOU LE!!! XD... 

HUh... I'M SO SO TIRED..

HAIHZZ... Tiring.. I'm sick for few days le.. HAte being sick... Do anything also don't feel right... sigh.. Ahhhhhhh!!! Forget about it!! Pray that I'll get well soon... XD.. Oh well, MOnday went to Damai with my buddies :) HAve alot of fun lo... But unfortunately, come back from damai jiu sick le >.< Sien lo.. BUt at least have fun at there.. haha.. Our pics :)

Hehehe... Nice!! Next time go again... lalalalala~  Hmmmm, it has been a week le loh, every day out till so so late lo.. Wake up so early everyday gok.. Work whole day.. Night time jiu out, happy.. Haha... Macam robot saja lo... Now sick le lo... Tiam ah.. haha... Canot always out le, battery pun wan flat le. At home charge battery first.. Wait recover then out la... Hahaha... Just now really feeling down so sudden!! But thanks God, now okay le... Maybe because sick, plus abit dizzy just now.. Now blowing aircond!! Song... My mood is back.. Yeah!! Yeah!!! lalalalalallalaa.... hmmm, friends ask go Sing K, still kao li zhe lo.. Feel wanna go, but feel wanna rest and get well fast.. But I beh tahan lo, wannt sing k... Wan be naughty yi xia.. haha... No lar.. stay at home better... Kk.. Go rest lur... XD

STARTING A NEW HAPPY LIFE

Hmmm, it's been a long while away from here, it's been a long while that I stop writing on my blogs.. Before I thought I use this blog to share my happiness with everyone, but after something happen, I just don't think that I fit in here anymore.. I just don't find any happy words, happy things to share here.. I became emotional after then... Haih.. I need fresh air so much!! I needed break so much!! Welll, after a month, new things came in my life.. Once again, I'm back to the happy me :) Smile alot each day, laugh alot each day.. I felt that my life getting more and more happier.. XD.. Thanks to all my friends that cheering me up, thanks for staying with me through my bad times and happy times too.. You guys are all my best buddies.. Thanks God that I have you all in my life.. After all these things that happen, I've realize, never to fall for a thing that easily anymore, never ever do things based on emotion.. You will fail if you do so.. Oh well, I'm happy each day :) Hmmm, I'm wishing everyone, Have a great day, and Always stay happy.. Ignore the things that makes you feel bad :D

EVERYTHING HAS ENDED

Well... Everything has already ended.. By this choice that we had made, I hope, this can bring happiness to the both of us.. They won't be any arguing le.. You go your way, I go my way, but hope we still friends.. Take good care of yourself ya.. I'll be okay here too =) hmmm, after all, I don't regret being with you.. Happy that I meet ya in life.. MY life back to the same old me.. Free to do anything I want.. xD.. BUt, something changed, that is the way I think.. No longer the old thoughts anymore.. Hmmmm, guess thats a good news for me.. hehe.. It's time to grow up, cannot be childish le.. hehe.. Need to be mature le.. hehe.. xD.. This days one day out, one day no out.. haha.. Abit tired loh always out.. At home also good, can rest more =) All my friends, now get back in touch le.. hehe... xD.. Long time no chat with them, long time no see them le.. xD.. Yea, tomorrow Lydia, My best friend coming back from Australia.. Gonna pick her tomorrow.. teheess.. xD.. So excited.. CAn't wait to meet her soon =)

WHAT I FELT FOR YOU

I wanna hold your hands and walk together for the rest of my life.. My life is so beautiful because of you.. Hug me for my worries to die, my tears to dry, and my loneliness to fly.. It hurts me to know how I sometimes can be selfish, when it comes to you.. I miss you every moment of the day.. I kept myself awake just to listen to you, just to talk to you.. I kept myself empty just for you to fill in.. I misses you so much hubby... The things that happen has already been a past.. I will try my best to be the best for you.. This time I'm not gonna say sorry, I will say I love you hubby, and I will not be naughty, will not make hubby moody again.. And I also hope that hubby don't apologize too next time... =) I just want us to stay happy always.. I know every single thing I do will cause you to think much.. When its good thing happen, you will be so happy, and I love seeing you happy, but when its something you don't like, you will just kept quite and get moody, thinking alot by yourself.. I don't want you to be like that.. If there is something that you don't like me to do, please tell me, I don't want you to keep it to yourself, and get moody.. Seeing you moody, doesn't makes me happy, but makes me think alot and moody too... So hubby, if there is anything, just tell me.. Together find ways to solved it.. okay? Aiks.. Don't say this le.. XD.. This days I'm really happy.. I realize you had change your temper, and I'm proud of you.. You no longer get mad at me easily le.. When I make you moody, you still care about me, and forget about the moody stuff... But hubby, I didnt mean to make you moody.. =( I love you hubby.. This days I always hear you say tired, ting dao xing dou hen tong.. Baby sayang hubby ya.. Hubby must rest well ya.. Don't get yourself too tired.. Remember to drink more water too ya.. Hugs...