ANOTHER NEW DAY ♥

wOots.. Another new day has come.. Nice.. xD.. Teheess.. Went for driving lesson today.. Next week test le.. WOw.. Excited, but abit nervous.. Kin tio loh.. haha... Back from the lesson, abit tired.. But still that active.. So went on9.. haha.. Texting with hubby.. Naughty HIM ,disturb me but cute loh him.. xD..  haha.. But at least he guai guai send his pic to me.. Loving it much!! HEHE... XD.. Yeaa... yea.. Today mummy bought us a new doggie.. SO so cute to the max.. hehe.. Its a HER.. We named her COco.. xD. Eeee.... really so cute..xD.. 

Downloading PIcs of MY DOggie.... xD

31 MARCH 2011

SO CUTE

LOVE IT.. XD

BRO CARRYING THE DOGGIE

SLEEPING.. SHHHH

WOOTS.. CUTE!! CUTE!! CUTE!!

So cute ah.. Watching her sleeping now.. eee.. haha.. Now shes awake.. Playing.. xD... hmmm, my hubby so naughty now.. Always disturbing me.. Morning he naughty awhile only, then no le, sayang sayang me.. But noow.. Eeeee... Just now I went to slep, he so caring boh.. Now wake up le, bully me geh... Eeeee... Hubby ah, don't naughty ha.. Erm, but still loving hubby. Even much more boh.. xD.. Mwarhhs.. Hmmmm, going to bed soon, but waiting hubby go out eat first, then talk on the phone, then go to slep le.. hehe...  Hubby fast fast go eat ya..  hmmm, Hubby, I Miss YOu!! Fast come back Kuching liao.. Still waiting here ah... xD  ♥♥

WHAT LIVES IS MADE UP OF..

Thanks to those who hated me, you made me a stronger person. Thanks to those who loved me, you made my heart grow fonder. Thanks to those who envied me, you made my self-esteem grow stronger. Thanks to those who cared, you made me feel important. Thanks to those who entered my life, you made me who I am today. Thanks to those who left, you showed me that nothing last forever. Thanks to those who stayed, you showed me the true meaning of LOVE & FRIENDSHIP.. There are times when we meet all these troubles, then, it's the times that we learn how to stand strong.. That's the time we learn new things.. You never know how strong you are, until being strong is the only choice you had.. There comes a time in life when you have to let go of all the pointless drama and surround yourself with people who make you laugh so hard that you forget the bad and focus solely on the good.. After all, life is too short to be anything but happy.. Happiness is something that comes into our lives through doors we don't even remember leaving open.. There are many wonderful things that will never be done, if you do not do them.. You need courage now If you're gonna persevere.. To fulfill divine purpose, you gotta answer when you're called.. So don't be afraid to face the world against all odds.. What ever bad or good fortune may come our way we can always give it meaning and transform it into something of value."Those who dare to fail miserably can achieve greatly."

AM I THINKING ALOT??

I believe that everything happens for a reason.. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so that you can learn to trust no one but yourself, and some times good things fall apart so that better things can fall together.. If only there was something that I could say to make the sun shine and the rain go away.. If there was something I could do.. It hurts me to think that you're feeling so off about me.. It hurts me to think a lot, guessing every single steps of yours.. I just hope I could read your mind, understand you more, cheering you up when ever your down.. And not staying here, being a fool a brainless person.. I've been trying a lot, harder.. But I know as I try harder, I might fall even harder next time.. But no matter how hard I would fall I still wanna try even harder till I succeed, to see you happy is the joy of my life.. I hope as I fall you're there supporting me, getting me up, running the race together.. By then, I would not feel lonely, wouldn't feel disappointed too much.. I believe, I trust, you're already there to catch me before I fall.. And I just wanna say thanks for the care, for the catch, for the love, for the patient, for the support.. Your amazing person.. Thanks so much, even if it's a little things that you do, but it mean so much to me.. I appreciate every single things that you had done.. Though miles may lie between us, we are never far apart, for relationship doesn't count miles, it measures by the heart.. I miss you hubby..

HUBBY.. IT'S FOR YOU..

Here's my love, take it.. Here's my soul, use it.. Here's my heart, don't break it.. Here's my hand, hold it and together we will make it forever.. You may never know how important you are to me or how much I care for you, but you are and you will always be.. Bear in mind that I couldn't afford to lose someone I've learned to care about so much.. I love you, not because of what you have but because of what I feels.. I care for you, not because you need care but because I want to.. I'm always here for you, not because i want you to be with me but because i want to be with you.. There are many things that we do and we don't know why we do it, its not that we wanted but it just happen.. We always have our ups & downs but we always breakthrough.. I no how much you love me but do you no how much I love u? Having you in my life, Makes everything so special & beautiful... So many times I thought I would never find someone to love me the way I needed to be loved.. Then you came into my life and showed me what true love really is! The Love I got for you is true, the feeling I got for you is true, I just want you to feel what I am feeling now.. Your love make me feel happy inside, On the outside I feel alone like you ain't there or you don't want me around you.. Maybe it's just me, thinking too much.. I asked for nothing, but I just needed you to understand me and what I go through everyday, When I feel sad all the time when your not around, My love for you is real and will always be there for you.. Every moment spent with you... is forever fresh... forever new! I Love You! Words can't explain, even the look of my eyes and the touch of my hands sometimes can't try to show how much you are treasured in my life.. I love you with all my soul and heart... I mean with my everything.. I just hope you don't think too much always..  And if you do, please tell me what you're thinking.. And we solve it together.. Don't keep it to yourself, but tell it to me too.. I'll be waiting for you.. Trust me..

YEAPIEEE!! ^_^

Another has gone.. Looking forward for tomorrow, for another to come, for the future.. xD.. Each day brings new things to be learned, to be made, to be done.. How wonderful it is to be me.. hehe.. hmmmm, have you ever noticed that you are in love, you always go around with a smile on your face.. ^^ Indeed, love brings immense happiness to the lives of those who are experiencing it.. Yeah.. So am I.. I'm happy that I found you in life.. You not only had bring love, care to me, but you had thought me a lot about lives, about being the true me.. You accepted me for who I am, accepted my everything, and still showed me the smile.. I'm proud to be me, and proud to had you.. I love you my hubby ( ◕ ‿ ◕ ) .. Mwarhs.. xD.. Your heart is my home, warm, cozy, and nice!! It's the only place I loved to be in.. Teheess... I'm sorry that sometimes I don't understand you.. I'm sorry that sometimes I make you disappointed but I promise, to be the good girl you wanted, promise to bring you happiness each day =) But I hope hubby promise me, not to get mad easily ya.. xD.. Wishing that each day brings our renewed strength, brighter times, and a healthier, happier us (◕ ‿ ◕).. And I also hope that hubby don't think too much ya.. I know we are far apart from each other, you're worried about me, about our future, but I just wanna say, though we are far apart, but I still will wait till you're back.. Still that love you.. I still trust, distance relationship can last!! Because distance can never seperates 2 hearts that is true..

TIRED OF BEING HERE!! FOOLISHNESS, CHILDISHNESS!!!

I haven't had a day off and I'm already tired.. I'm sick and tired!! Tired of being sick!! Tired of being tired!!! I'm afraid to be alone, I'm afraid not to be alone.. I'm afraid of what I am, what I'm not, what I might become, what I might never become.. I don't want to stay like this for the rest of my life, but I'm afraid that will happen.. And I'm just tired, you know?! I'm just so tired of being afraid.. I kept telling myself, I can make it till the end of the road.. I believe God exist, He will care for us, take good care of us, guard us till the very end of our lives.. ANd I do hope you believe in God too, that He will lead the way, but why can't you just stay strong and don't be affected by your surroundings, by our surroundings and always finds something to quarrel about? I know you care, you worried about me, ya, so am I!! But I just wanna say, I hated the quarrel, I hated the arguments that we always had!! I hated crying too!!! It's really damn hard to explain to you how I feel for you.. You always says you understand me, but why I don't feel like you understanding me?!! Nevermind... Its not your fault that you don't understand me, because I'm the one making all the foolish stuff, that makes you don't understand me at all!!I just needed trust, secure, honest, understanding, patient, loving caring.. And that's all I wanted!!!! Why is it so hard?!!! I really feel like saying that F*** words now... But I had promise you not to say anymore, And I will keep my promises... You promise to be an understanding person, you promise to not get angry easily, but did you make it? YOu keep say I disappointed you, but do you think about yourself? Hello!! I'm a girl, you're a guy.. You should be tougher then me, and not asking me to be tougher then you!!! Though I make wrong sometimes, but can you be the guy, the man to forgive? You did wrong sometimes, but I choose the happiness road and to forgive, and not mad.. Because I trust that if I do so, you also will do so... I had showed you an example already, but why can't you sees it???!!! Being together with you is an happy thing, but when it comes to quarrel, I really feel like I'm dead!! I hated guys shouted at me!! Hated guys treat girls like this, Hated guys don't know how to comfort girls!!! You're always right, and I'm always wrong.. You never notice it, even though I told you so, you will say I'm the one always wanted to win!! Huh... You don't even trust me!! It happens to me twice in my life!! I thought you will be the one brings new hope for me!! I really don't understand why long distance relationship is hard for guys?!!! Is love really there???? 

HEART FELT

I love you not only for what you are, 

but for what I am when I am with you.
I love you not only for what you have made of yourself, 

but for what you are making of me.
I love you for that part of me you bring out

WIPE MY TEARS OFF.. PLEASE..

I'm so tired of being here.. Tired of being me, making lots of decisions.. Thinking a lot.. Worrying for my future.. Worrying what I'm gonna be.. All I want, is just a future that bring me happiness.. Is it really hard to reached that goal? Is that goal still far away? Will that goal waits for me? If the journey to reached the goal, had to go through suffer, pain, hurts to reached that happiness goal, then I'll just say yes, I'm willingly and I'm ready to walk through all that pain to gain happiness in the future.. As I walk through that journey, will you accompany me? Together, reaching that goal? I know distance had kept us away, but fate had bring us together, then why can't we built this relationship stronger?? Stronger and tougher.. No one can break this relationship unless either one of us gives up and break it.. I don't hope so it happens.. We had been getting along this far, please don't make any single sad tears to fall out.. This days you changed a lot.. I was thinking am I thinking a lot, or you really do changed a lot? You treat me worst than before, is it your friends do give you suggestion on our relationship? On how to be in control of this relationship? If it is so, then I only can say, I'm sorry for all the nonsense that I've done before, but I can't have someone in my life that be in control of this relationship.. Being together isn't about being in control of it, but is to show your love, care and bring happiness to each other.. Life is full of meaningful stuff.. There's many more to learned.. Though sometimes we fall, we fail, we suffer, we cried, but the only things must always be remembered is that never gives up, get back on where we fail, stand back on your foot and fights all the fears.. Because behind that fears, its the goal, waiting for us.. I know in this relationship that we having now, is going to reached that goal soon... Hope that we stand strong together, stand united together, care for each other much more, nothing can stop us then.. I misses you every nights and days, I really wish you're here.. But I never wanted to say it, I don't want you to felt that you're useless, can't be here for me.. But please don't think that, you're already good enough for me, nothing much more to asked.. You just have to be yourself, and not what others wanted you to be.. Love as if we never love before...

WHAT I FELT

The distance between us may keep us apart
Because we met for a reason 
I knew in my heart 
that we were perfect from the start
There are times when I smile at the mention of your name
And times when I cry because I miss you the same
I know you love me and it breaks my heart
Because the distance between us keeps us apart
But God knows our hearts
And knows you and me
He won't keep apart 
A love that is pure or a love that is true
So until the day our paths cross once more
I will be waiting with the key to my heart
Waiting to let you in

BUDDIES FOREVER

Huh..Another tiring day has passed.. But life is still that fun, amazing.. =) Hmmm, feeling fresh, awake today.. xD.. It's been a week not upgrading my blog le gua.. Now I'm back again.. hehe.. Planning to upload some pics now.. hehe.. It's a memories of fun with friends.. Never thought it will be that much fun with you guys.. And ya, I did, having so much fun with you guys.. I admit it, you guys are the best buddies I ever had.. Caring, fun, jokes alot, doing Dian Ji stuff.. haha... Well..

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ME... VAZ TAN.. ALLEN TIONG ◕ ‿ ◕

19 FEBRUARY 2011.. MEMORABLE MEMORIES..

A FRIEND.. ME.. DOLLIS CHAN.. DUIZ YE ◕ ‿ ◕

19 FEBRUARY 2011.. MEMORABLE MEMORIES..

JOSEPHINE BANNAVONG.. ME.. MICHELLE LING ◕ ‿ ◕

12 MARCH 2011.. HAVING FUN TOGETHER..

DOLLIS CHAN.. DUIZ YE.. ME.. MICHELLE LING ◕ ‿ ◕

13 MARCH 2011.. HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY MICHELLE..

DUIZ YE.. MICHELLE LING.. GILLIAN LING.. ME.. DOLLIS CHAN.. ALLEN TIONG ◕ ‿ ◕

13 MARCH 2011.. AT MY HOUSE, AND IT'S MICHELLE'S BIRTHDAY.. YEA.. CAKES ON THE FACE.. MUAHAHAHA

LOVE YOU ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS..

Really having a great time with you guys.. No matter where we are, we all will still be the friends in the heart.. Appreciate every moments together.. Cherish every moment together.. The fun, the happiness.. and also, especially the laughter.. There will always be laughter whenever we hang around.. And also the words, "Dian Ji", "Bo Su", "Doh", "Aap", "Yao Bu Rrrran" & many more.. hehe... I still remember "WATERFALL".. haha.. It happens twice, really xai soi, but since you guys laugh so much, it's okay, laugh bah.. Seeing you guys happy, I'm happy too.. Everyones laughter face, I still can remember it in my mind.. Funny.. hehe.. =)

What Life Really About

HUh!! Pass few weeks, It has been a tiring week.. Sad, damn week!! I only can say, please take care my dear friend, Vaz Tan.. Though your far apart from us, but just wanna say we still misses you.. Rest in Peace.. I know your at the place that you should be now.. We will meet one day in Heaven.. Take Care always.. I really dare to say, that you are really such a wonderful friend that I ever had.. I never knew whats life and death is really about, till I lost a wonderful friend like you.. We never know what gonna happen to our tomorrow, to our future, but I just wanna say, please friends, appreciate what you have now.. NEver get regret when its gone, because you never treasure it while you have, you take it for granted.. So, please, concern for the people surround you.. Time never wait for us.. Please really treasure it.. So as me.. 

What I have now, I will really appreciate it, will always do the best for it.. To my dear, will treasure you in my life, you're one of the best thing that ever happen in my life.. I found God in my life, I have a wonderful, happy family, and I found you dear.. Such a perfect life.. Though your not here with me, but I know your caring for me too.. Though sometimes I says that I'm okay, I just don't want you to worried, doesn't want you to think alot.. But really deep down in my heart, I just needed a hug that will warms my heart, so that my heart will feel secure.. But I never told you this, cause I just wanna you to be happy, and not worrying.. Now, I'm just looking forward you to come Kuching find me.. I misses you.. When my friend passes away, I'm crying badly, that time, I'm just hoping you're there comforting me.. But then, end up in quarrel with you.. That time, I really thinks that life sucks.. But after all the struggle to stand strong in life, I made it through, with the help of the LORD.. Now, I'm back to myself, and you're with me.. I promise to be the good girl you wanted.. But I really do hope, you will be there when I needed you.. But if can't, I won't blame you too.. I know you also got your own problem to struggle, I don't wanna see you sad.. Promise me you're happy too.. There's a lot things that I wanted in life, but I don't wish to say to you, as long your happy, I'm satisfied le.. You're always in my heart..