AM I THINKING ALOT??

I believe that everything happens for a reason.. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they're right, you believe lies so that you can learn to trust no one but yourself, and some times good things fall apart so that better things can fall together.. If only there was something that I could say to make the sun shine and the rain go away.. If there was something I could do.. It hurts me to think that you're feeling so off about me.. It hurts me to think a lot, guessing every single steps of yours.. I just hope I could read your mind, understand you more, cheering you up when ever your down.. And not staying here, being a fool a brainless person.. I've been trying a lot, harder.. But I know as I try harder, I might fall even harder next time.. But no matter how hard I would fall I still wanna try even harder till I succeed, to see you happy is the joy of my life.. I hope as I fall you're there supporting me, getting me up, running the race together.. By then, I would not feel lonely, wouldn't feel disappointed too much.. I believe, I trust, you're already there to catch me before I fall.. And I just wanna say thanks for the care, for the catch, for the love, for the patient, for the support.. Your amazing person.. Thanks so much, even if it's a little things that you do, but it mean so much to me.. I appreciate every single things that you had done.. Though miles may lie between us, we are never far apart, for relationship doesn't count miles, it measures by the heart.. I miss you hubby..